Kevin's Story - Les Blues - Part 1 (Season 2)


J'adore cette nouvelle tele. Le homme ici est tres mignon oui? Will keep you updated. Just glad they've started a new season.

I'm not too sure about Kev's new bald cut. I loved him better when he had a bit of hair. J'adore Kevin parce que pour une homme gay, he's so strong and masculine. Such strong contrasts. But you can tell he's also a softie. He goes gaga everytime Yann is around. But he should dump this asshole. Actually, Yann already did that on Season 1. It's his turn. He needs a new man who will appreciate him for all his glory. I have my hand up.lolz

Je bessoin a practise mon francaise. Ils parlent tres tres rapid ici oui?

Rafe's Story - The Young and The Restless - Part 1


This is the first in the series telling the story of Rafe Torres, a gay lawyer on the Young and The Restless. Rafe is a minor character now, but will become more important to the show as his storyline continues. In this episode, Rafe comes out to a friend.

Glad there's a new gay in town. He's not do bad looking. Ooohhh that boy in blue JT...YUM!!!

Luke and Noah's Story - ATWT - Part 315


Finally, some action. Man...I've never seen Noah so gay. Ok ok, he got shot I get it. But to whimper like a girl.hahaha

I still love you Noah!!! (^-^)/

Holden's a doosh bag.

Luke and Noah's Story - ATWT - Part 314


I don't trust this Damian dude. I feel like he's part of this whole kidnapping she-bang. Noah looks so cute with his sweaty puppy face.

Zac's hawt! He looks like that dude from Heroes.

"Luke I love you but..." Awww...such sweet words. Noah, now say my name.hehe

Lilly's a bit of a wuz. She fell so easily.

Luke and Noah's Story - ATWT - Part 313


Hmmmm... kidnapping huh. At least it's different. We don't need to hear Luke/Lucciano's sad yapping. I wish Noah just becomes Superman and put his cape on and be the hero.hehe

Who is this blue eyed baby that lurks the banners of American Guys!??? SO HAWT!!!

Finally...a breakthrough.

Prayers do get answered.

I passed by the boxoffice today and Adrian had just signed in. It was a small passage way and the only thing to do really was say 'Hi'. He looked me straight in the eye and we both said hello. I asked him how he was and he said he was ok. He had a little smirk on his face.

Finally...a breakthrough.

Although I did catch him checking me out the other day when I was in box and he was at point.

I wish we could just be friends again...

Happy Easter mga Ate!!!

I woke up today with the hardest rage on. I'm so Forny!!! I wanted to pee but it was just so hard.

I can't wait 'til my Lenten promise not to masturbate for 6 weeks is over. But I've been a very good boy and I've mustered the strenght. The shite thing is, I've promised to extend it to another week because I have an important job interview on Thursday. If I pull this through, I would serve God forever!!! (well I already am)

I've been quite a bad boy, this being Holy Saturday. I've been prepping up for my big pop (after 6 weeks of nothing) and I've downloaded some porn which I couldn't resist watching since last Thursday. I hear Dan was back at Sean Cody and he was ready to pop his cherry. O M G. I can surely die happy now. I'm super in love with Dan. And him getting fucked like this and moaning like a bitch nearly made me cum. Control control control. The other dude Randy was fugly but heck, he did Dan good. I hope this is the first of many fucking with Dan to come. I hope he gets paired with Mitch or something!!!







And as I was cleaning up my hard drive, I ran into an old download of Men at Play with Lucas Knowles and Kurt. Oh Lucas, you're such a slut. Man that cock of yours, how I'd love that in my mouth. I loved this video!!! More Lucas please.

I better stop before thunder hits me...

A model doesn't need to be nude to be sexy. I saw this pic of John Kenney for the new Villain Garcon catalouges and fell in love with his taut tummy. Awww. To die for I swear. Correct me if I'm wrong, but wasn't John in the old Survivor episodes? I used to love this guy. He was uber cute!!! Glad he's back.

Well for you guys who do love a bit more skin, here's another pic:

Mitch came back today just to stop by. I saw him, pointed and he came over. O M G...he's such a dreamboat. He has this new haircut which is shorter than normal for him and he looked adorable. (even if I thought there was just too much product there) He was also wearing a collared shirt which made him look so preppy I loved it.

I was surprised that he's quite close to Nicola? They spoke for a while. It just so happened that Nicola went away that I had my little moments with him. He still seemed a little uncomfortable talking to me, but at least he spoke to me for like 2 minutes.

Je t'aime Mitch!!!!

I'm starting to slowly appreciate chatting to Victoria. Though she's way younger than me, her innocence in love is actually teaching me a lot of things. The last time we hung out, she taught me about 'anxiety attacks'. She felt this everytime she saw her old flame Javier. I know this feeling she talks about. When you get all crammy and you feel this weird feeling inside and you get a little nervous. These 'anxiety attacks' happens to me everytime I see Justin. Lately my heart would beat so fast, my arms would literally shake and my knees would go weak. Then I can't think straight, like I'm all over the shop.

I'm starting to learn how to control them. I only saw Justin today for less than a second. And yet, I still had a micro anxiety attack. But I took a breath and looked away.

Tonight, though it was a brief 10mins, I learnt another thing from Victoria. She spoke of 'Passive Love'. It's when a you know a person likes/loves you and yet they will never ever make a move unless the other person does. I can't believe it. I'm a passive lover. I've seen so many people get hurt with love, that I've been so careful about it. I need to make sure that the other person feels the same way about me. And if they do, then they need to feel it stronger. And when it just so happens that I fall in love first, then I become passive and I wait to make a move. Subtle moves. I guess I did this with Justin. Stalker-like. With the drinks, the flowers, the cards and letters etc.

And I still ended up hurt. Fuck!!!

Acccckkkkkk....finally 'a' from DL wrote back to me. Puta!

He said:
"hey buddy, i have been very busy these days.. i'll get to reply to your other emails soon."

I went to the office to sign off at work when I bumped into Matt Babe-ra-kat who was on the computer. He seemed pretty relaxed and I told him so.

Then we got into a little conversation.

But as we did so he saw my muscled and commented on it. He said he liked how it looked cut and how I was showing it off.

I quickly felt some discomfort (not) and I was blushing a little so I rolled my sleeves down. Then he said, "Oh don't do that. I was just admiring your muscles and I'm enjoying it."

Heavenly words. I could've cummed there and then. (or raped him.haha jks)

By the way, if you ever wanted to kinda envision what Matt looks like, watch these photoshoot of Skye Boyland for issue #97 of DNA Magazine: