Mga ate...help!!!

I can't get Justin out of mah head. (avah! parang Kylie Minogue song yun ah) "Boy your love is all I think about..."hahaha

Kasi naman, si Kuya Fais from DL nag-advice advice pa. Sabi nya, live life to the fullest daw. Kahit na alam kong masasaktan ako, sige, hala bira daw. Minsan nga lang naman akong makakatikim ng isang blue eyed adonis at lakasan ko raw ang loob ko.

So ayun ako kagabi, nagpakagah-gah na.

At work, I tried to try and speak to him as much as I could in his 4 1/2 shift. Konting shake hand, konting flirt. Konting help. (muntik na syang agawin sa kin nung bading na manager namin. Uh-uh...akin yan!!! Don't touch or I'll wring your neck!!!)

Si Justin naman, flirt din back. At kung makatingin sa akin...nakakatunaw. As my cousin would say...Gosh!!!hahaha

Nung break ko, finally, nasa point 1 nanaman sya. Favourite spot daw nya yun. (siguro kasi palagi nya kong nakikita.hahaha) Eh tamang tama naman, break ko. Shet. Nakita nya kong dala yung Burger King ko with my drink and sundae...at hinihingi nya sa akin. Shet shet shet...kung kaya ko lang, isinubo ko na sa kanya lahat yun. Waaaahhhh!!!)

Balik break ako and all I wanted to do was give him free soft drinks. Kasi daw "Piss small" yung binigay sa kanyang tubig. Sabi ko sa kanya, intayin nya ko.

So binigyan ko sya ng Lemon & Lime Bitters. Ang cute cute nyang ininom.

Tingin uli sa kin ang gwapo kasi sinuot ko yung 3D glasses na sinuot ko sa pelikulang Journey to the Centre of the Earth with Brendan Fraiser. Cute daw at napa-smile sya.hahaha Wafu talaga...woof woof.

Kaasar naman ang mga friends ko. Kasi ang aaga natapos, so hang-out sila sa bar. Eh di nila alam, I'm trying to make most of my time with Justin and flirt. Ayun, dinistract ako kaya di ko masyado nabigyan ng pansin si J.

Nung umalis na sila, tsaka ako bumira. Waaaaahhhh, patapos na daw sya.

Buti na lang, naimbita ko sya for one drink. Umuo naman. So he had another Lemon & Lime Bitters and we chatted. Ang gaga, pareho yung t-shirt nya nung isang araw. Di pa nilalabahan.haha Ayun, medyo I got to know him more. Like his new playstation daw na bigay sa kanya ng dad nya at tsaka yung konti nyang sweldo. Na chick-boy pala sya (bummer) and he likes to drink na. (kahit na 16 pa lang sya) Kasi nalasing daw sya sa flight nya when he was in Europe. Na he has Irish and British background, and a bit of Spanish. And he hated his 5 min stop over in Asia. (coz he felt sick and drunk) Yun lang...

And I said that he could sell his body. Kasi gwapo sya and he could make heaps of money. blah blah blah

Pero he had to go na. Shet. Fuck.

So inintay pala ako ng mga friends ko to hang out and have dinner. Mga gunggong na yun. Pero and laman lang ng isip ko at i-text sya (dahil ninakaw ko yung number nya sa work) and I had to come up with a great excuse to text him...payo ni Kuya Fais.

So during dinner, I took a deep breath and took courage in texting him. Mali ba??? Sabi ko, I'm glad he like my Lemon & Lime Bitters. It was great daw kasi. Niloko ko sya and said na I spat on it.hahaha

Tapos yun. Reply naman si gwapo at di naman nagalit na nasa akin yung number nya.

Nag-jelly na yung mga friends ko and they were wondering who I was texting all night. Akala nila yung kaaway ko.hahaha Kung alam lang nila.

Shet naman at naglow bat ako. Naka tatlong text lang tuloy kami.

So kagabi, sa bus, bago matulog, pag gising, sya lang ang nasa isip ko.

Medyo disappointed ako dahil mga 1 liners lang sya magtext back. And he's a chick-boy (super gwapo kasi). And in fairness, di ko sya masyadong kilala. Baka may girlfriend na pala ang gungong...paano yun.

Kanina...ti-next ko uli sya. Isa lang ang sagot. Shet. 3 times ko syang ti-next. Isa lang ang sagot.

Mali kaya???

Sya lang ang laman ng isip ko...Mahal ko na ata? Help.