OUT Mag April 12

Cover: Yawn. Not really a big fan of such big fashion labels especially Gaultier And it's been a while since OUT produced a HOT Cover. It's no Attitude Mag from the UK.


What did I like about this issue? It's thinness. It means I can read this mag within minutes.hahaha

Any hot guys? I thought the Calvin Klein ad would do it for me. It didn't.

Most Interesting: Gil Anderson's lesbian could have been life.

Pages I skipped: The drinks part.

What I learnt: Gil Anderson? Scully? Lesbian? Wow.

What this mag could do more of: Hot guys. More of them stories like the Freddy Krueger dude.

More later...

I cummed and ejaculated...

I dunno if I broke the rule??? If I broke my pact with God not to masturbate for a year as a sacrifice to get my sister's brain tumor healed???

Of course I allowed myself a little break to watch as much porn as I wanted, except on Holy Days. In fact I was even allowing myself 'wet dreams' as I had no control of my what ever I dreamt.

And yet it still happened? Yes, I ejaculated. I cummed. Without touching myself.

Ok yes, I watching a lot of porn that night, but that's just it. I wasn't moving or rubbing anything. Just sitting, engaged in whatever I was watching. What it felt like was just a really really full cock, my cock, super full of cum, and then it all just flowed out. Aaahhhh.

I must admit, it was a relief. I read somewhere that medically it's very healthy to have sex (though this wasn't really my case) and ejaculate. I needed this somehow. Oh FUCK yeah...I've been sober for 10 months (not including my wet dream a couple of months back).

But was this a sin? Did I break the pact?

Shia LeBouf suit bulge...

One of my fave actors Shia LeBouf has another cock bulge pic. I don't know where this pic was taken or how much this was Photoshopped, but heck I'll take it!!! Go Shia! You make the suit look so much hawter, like I'm sweating down there. <3 br="br">

Mr Wilson...

Another encounter on the plane. Once again, I think he was a little intoxicated. I was wondering why he was giving me the shy smiles everytime I walked down the aisle. He was a total grandpa. Almost like Santa Claus. My own little Santa Claus.

He braved it and went down the back galley and spoke to us. And then we finally had our little moment. He told me his name, and what he did for work. He wanted to know my name and where I was from. He was very warm and kind and apologetic about being close to anything racist. I had nothing but dirty thoughts about him, kissing his lips and fondling his moobs, feeling his big bulgy cock under his pants. Yum.

My colleague found him still hanging around the back talking to me. She said, "You're still here Mr Wilson?!" I joked and said, "He's chatting me up!" She replied, "He's probably not your type?" and laughed. Mr Wilson answered back, "He is my type." Then my colleague retorted, "He likes to party." Mr Wilson answered, "Woohooo, let's party!" and looked me in the eye. This was my favourite part.

Sometimes I shock myself at the type of guys I get turned on with. Sometimes, fat people just really turn me on. Sometimes old people really turn me on. And sometimes, fat old people really just gets me going.

Alas, it wasn't yet meant to be as we were disturbed and I didn't get the chances I wanted with him. I pretended I was super busy and left him to the girls to chat him up. But I did get to follow him at the end of the flight. I got to hold his bag and shake his hands as we carefully put him on his cab as that's how drunk he was.haha

Ah, Mr Wilson, I hope we meet again.

Guys with iPhones: #242863

GWiP #242863 is like 15 out of 10!!! He's like TOTALLY the whole package. The smile, the face, the arms, the body, the abs and OMG, that long bent cock. What's your name mate? Like they said, you are like "pur-FUCK-tion"!!! Oh puhlleeaasseee make me wail...

James 'Missile' Magnussen...

First and foremost, I love this guy!!! Like he's the only reason I woke up at 5am to watch the London Olympics despite all his fall & tribulations. *woot woot* Go James. I heart you!!! <3 hehe="hehe" marry="marry" me="me" p="p">
SO...I nearly fell off my chair when I found a lost copy of GQ Style Australia and found out that he's the new face of underwear Jac5. Yeeesssssss.....

How I wish there was more shape on the bulge. Like the shape of his penis or something. Then I can die happy.hehe

Here's a clip of the behind the scenes on YouTube:

Shia LeBeoufs Cock...

I didn't think this part of my wet dream would EVER come true. To see Shia LeBeouf fully naked, without thought. My Transformer man. My Beouf man. *crush*

But he is.

So brave.

And I'm oh so GLAD.

I was just thinking about him the other day. I once chanced upon a 'supposed' naked picture of him with all his glory. No inhibitions whatsoever. I guess, in the back of my mind, it was all true. That he would be brave enough to do a sex scene in one of his future movies and we'd catch a glimpse of his cock. Fully erect in his wildest emotions.

And look Mum. Wishes do come true.

I pat you on the back Shia!!! (and I could suck your cock too if you wish. *I'm such a tart*hehe)

I wish every Western actor was as brave as you. Like the French. Without thought. Just letting it all go. I wished every HOT actor was like you.

Shia. I hope this is the beginning of a really really GREAT friendship, you and I.

PS. I Love You!!!