I don't think I'm in love. In fact he's not all that either. But I did have a little crush on him and he did say "Kono hito wa daisuki desu!!!" once to a colleauge when he caught him hugging me. But the bastard has moved on to better places.

And yet, I still keep seeing, reading and hearing his name.

This used to happen a lot when I was intoxicated with Paolo and Justin.

And now...Arthur.

Hmmmm...maybe I should give him a call?

What a great way to come home to.

I glanced at Ian from Immigration who's sporting a new haircut and Chadi from baggages who shook my hand for a long time.

Nice.

Do Começo ao Fim (From Beginning to End)

I just watched this beautiful film from Brazil. And I know that I should be truly disturbed but I'm not. (?) I really really fell in love with this film! I did.

"To understand our love, they'd need to turn the world upside down." How powerful is this line. It speaks to everyone whose love has been challenged.

The story was perplexed and agonising but utterly beautiful. (it helped that the cast were super gorgeous and were willing to be naked on film.hehe) But seriously. I loved it's freedom of speech and like what they said on film, it was "...liberating."

It's liberating when it's about love and it's true love and no one needs to bat an eyelid about it. When it's true love like this, it should be the only two people that matters the most. Everything, everyone one else is the obstacle, because they don't understand. When deep down, deep deep down...it should be ok. It is ok.

I couldn't believe that Brazil were able to do a film about this sort of taboo. Thank you Downtowne Films. And I know that these kinds of stories must exist in real life. I don't know what were they thinking, which audience they were trying to capture, how they made the crew to believe in this story...but they did.

And I'm glad.

It is...a Love Story after all.

Revue: 10 out of 10.



Cinematography was also beautiful. It reminded me much of the Brazil I remember and the Buenos Aires that I visited.

Thank you. Thank you Aluizio Abranches for making this film. And thank you Rafael Cardoso and Joao Gabriel in bringing this film to life!!! Truly wonderful film.

J-U-S-T-I-N H-O-R-A-N.

I can't stop thinking about you. :(

They played my song to you on the plane. I miss you.

Here in Berlin and discovered that I was only a few minutes away from the infamous cruising place Tiergarten.

I almost freaked out!!!

Only because I don't really have any inhibitions to get picked up. I just wanted to see and watch.

Some guys made eye contact with me. Eeww...

But it's a really interesting culture. How do they do it? What goes on in their minds? We're they ever scared when they started out? Are they pros now?

I saw a few guys hanging out by the lake. One really old guy. Eew. One guy with blue shoes kept walking around. Anothe guy in a bike rode super slow and then turned by the bushes. Another bald dude in red was just hanging around this huge bushes and then he scored. (methinks)

I just wanted to capture it all on film...

But I was more freaked out than anything.