Have you read this yet on the Advocate? News about an Anglican Leader's final thoughts on homosexuality and how it fits religion? FANTASTIC! Maybe I should become an Anglican. *sign of the cross*

But basically the gist of it came to as Archbishop Rowan Williams saying that...

''I concluded that an active sexual relationship between two people of the same sex might therefore reflect the love of God in a way comparable to marriage, if and only if it had about it the same character of absolute covenanted faithfulness,''...

For sure. If all it takes is that covenanted faithfulness in the relationship, then bring it on. The God I know is a loving God no matter what. "COME AS YOU ARE!" and this is who I am.

Cheers to you Archbishop Rowan Williams. I bow to you.

The Advocate has also placed Mathew Mitcham on the cover. Not only is he a fellow Australian, he's also an OUT diver who will be competing in todays' Olympics. Awesome!!! Someone to root for. *Woohoo*As written, "Diving’s a sport where splashes are ordinarily discouraged. But Australian Matthew Mitcham’s decision to come out of the closet has attracted the whole world’s attention to this top-ranked jock’s shot at Olympic gold." Greatly put. This is news to me. There has been some, but not as much coverage on which Aussie athletes are hitting Beijing in the media. And if The Advocate is advocating that Matt has made a splash in coming out, then it must've been a divers splash, because this is the first I've heard of it. But heck, good on ya mate! I'll surely be cheering you on.

Ah ok. I've just found the Sydney Morning Herald article here. Go Matt!!! Aussie Aussie Aussie, Oi Oi Oi!!!!

I love chismis. Who doesn't. I think it makes the world go round a bit faster and just a tad more interesting. (even if it's considered a sin as I just found out on an in-depth study of the 10 Commandments over the WYD weekend. Ooohhhh...)

Anywho, there were 2 chismises today at work:

1. Was that one of the assigned managers at GC is rumoured to quit. Actually, that was yesterdays chismis. It became true all of a sudden when she walked in and blurted it out to me. I was sad for a second. I like and don't like her. Will I miss her? Probably not. Though she's a better Manager than the other one. But this chismis all of a sudden sizzled after I heard the second chismis.

2. My good friend Laurens kissed a boy. Hahahaha I had to laugh at this one. L is one of those young blokes at work who sorta in the background, but knows a lot of goss. He's not a kiss and tell, but if you get to know him, you'll soon find out that he knows a lot and just keeps it to himself. I got to know L over dinner once before a movie and well, he just spilled. Probably because he trusted that I wouldn't really tell anyone which is true. L doens't really talk about girls, but his not malamya either. He hasn't shown any inclination about playing for the team and frankly, I couldn't care less. He's just a nice young bloke to hang out with at work and such.

So when news surfaced this morning that he kissed a boy on his 21st Birthday last Saturday, I nearly fell off my chair. Laurens? Really? I don't know the details, but all I know is that it was with A (this big Pommy Bear-of-a-guy at work who just left and whom we all flirted with because he's just so damn sexy and charming and even I would do him) and it was around 3am. L was apparently very very drunk. (though he seems to remember everything? Ahermm.) I have no idea if it was a dare...but heck it happened. Wooohooo!!! Good on ya Laurens.

And here I am bopping and wanting to change the lyrics to Katy Perry's lyrics to her song "I kissed a girl" to "I kissed a boy" just for the sake of it. Pala naunahan na ako ni Ate L and "He kissed a boy...and he liked it!!! Taste of his musky chap stick..." Waahhh inggit ako sau L. Sana ako rin I kissed a boy on my 21st.

Song lyrics | I Kissed A Girl lyrics

I just happened upon this article on Ian Thorpe on the net version of SMH whilst trying to win some prizes.hahaha

The jitz of it all is that I think Australia's really over it. The article was over it. We as a nation have evolved and have grown up and being gay isn't at all that big of a deal anymore. Someone will know someone who is gay who knows another person who is gay. So what!

So my message to Ian, dude...everybody knows already. Don't worry about it anymore. Stop hiding and making news about girlfriends who live miles away on the other side of the planet. Frankly it's boring and it's so unoriginal.

It'd be more exciting if you just came out. Then we could "hurrah" you and and finally put your placard up on the wall for people to admire and young gay athletes to look up to.

Australia already knows. I think you're the last one to know buddy...

Just my 2 cents worth.

I've managed to log unto DL again. Wala lang. Surprisingly, I had people look into my page and had a few invites to be friends. Wahaw! Yun nga lang...mga panget. Panget silang lahat!!! Haaayyyyy... (although in fairness, baka maganda naman ang mga puso)

Kelan kaya dadating si Dennis Trillo...este si Prince Charming sa bahaus...este buhay ko? (nag driming na naman si Ate)

New hawtie boy Tom from Cambridge, England started today. (well yesterday really, pero di ako work yesterday) Super cute sya. Like para syang si angel Gabriel kasi ang cute ng locks ng hair nya tapos ang tangkad tangkad nya pa. Yun nga lang, dahil British sya, medyo tabingi ang mga ngipin nya, pero ok lang. Nag-meet kami last week nung nag-apply sya and I had to get our manager sa taas para ipaalam. Tapos nung pababa na ko, nakatitig lang sya sa akin na para akong debutante o princessa na pababa sa hagdan at kay ganda ganda ko at ng gown ko. *bwahahaha illusyonada si Ate* Pero sa totoo lang, nakatitig sya sa akin hanggang makababa ako. Kinabahan tuloy ako. Yun, decide na ko na like ko sya.hehe Tapos habang naghihintay sya, I swear, nung nagtanong sya kay Collin (isa pang big sister) kung kelan bababa si bossing, pagtingin ko sya pants nya, parang meron syang big hard-on at kay tambok ng pwet nya. Yum!!! Sana isa syang kafatid.hahaha

Anyways, medyo chika kami ngaun. Wala lang. Chika lang. Pero at least, alam ko nang di sya takot sa akin at kausapin, lalo na pag nagiisa ako.

Sana magka-holding hands kami...este...magkausap muli.

I've just managed to download Ang Lihim ni Antonio (Antonio's Secret) courtesy of Kuya Miong and freaking loved it. Like LOVED IT!!! It has everything I've ever wished for in a Filipino gay film and more. Synopsis of the film here.

I thought it was very brave in all it's aspects and it was so unexpected, I fell in love with it. Like seriously. It did everything the back of my Dirty head wanted it to do (and did I mention it was so unexpected) that I fell off my chair. Lessee...Let's list them down. Ok, so first we were introduced to the dirty old gay guy Eli who picks up all the tricks and twinks and gives them the opportunity to star in Telenovelas on TV in exchange for some molestation. Eew! (I was actually just paying attention to the hot metizo guy with him) Then there was the straight-boys-I let-some-gay-guy-suck-me-off-confessions with friends in 'his' bedroom it was so hawt! Then came the bad-thoughts-I-want-to-touch-him-while-he-sleeps-coz-he's-so-damn-drunk-while-were-sleeping I'm shaking so furiously out of nervousness moments followed by the acceptance of the offer which was followed by the fondling, the kissing, the butt shots and the ultimate money shot for me...the dog-like powered humping. Wowz. What else? The movie was further illuminated by the unexpected promdy boy-next-door hawties that just suddenly arrive, followed by the awkward I-have-a-crush-on-you-stares during meals that spoke of longing. I was moved by the 1-on-1 confessions to a friend that 'I could be gay!' Then the straight-boy gay pick ups at bars, followed by the I-have-porn-on-my-phone turn on, made hotter by the real live masturbating with thick and big hot cocks. Gawd, where's the fan? Then, there were touching and fondling, there were the MUs, more touching and fondling, there were removal of briefs , there were real cock pulling and then pretend sucking, secret rendevous, then more pretend cock sucking and lastly, and I mean lastly...an almost real fuck/rape scene with real cocks flying around. AWESOME!!! *clap clap clap*

How I have only focused on the sex angle of this film on this blog. So sorry, malibog ako. The other underlying storyline like the Mom-Dad relationships and friendships were good too. It helped me not to pull my pants down and whip it out during the movie.

May I reiterate, this is not a porn film!!! It's probably just one of the greatest Pinoy Indie films I've seen of late.

I liked the start. The point where he introduced himself...and then went on to mention his other names like his nickname 'Tong', his Friendster and chat names yadda yadda yadda. It automatically brings you to that Indie Film mode, where you know this film could lead you anywhere, as long as there are no expectations.

More: The first sex scene between Antonio and his friend. Gosh, just the humping alone nearly got me off. It started off devious, since pinagnasahan nya yung friend and na. Then it became brave, since he initiated the move. Then sensual as he tried to touch him an inch above his skin. And when the friend reciprocated, it became sexual. Ok, so the kissing scene wasn't torrid, but that's expected, since he only craved to hipo and he actually got lucky and allowed him. HAWT!!! Second: Is the new 'It' of the Philippines. Heck, he could be the first HOT gay flick porn star of the Philippines if all I care. I mean, yes, in Parola did show his dick. But,

I was watching the extra credits and Direk Joselito Altarejos was right. Marikina looked really really clean. Even I noticed that in the first part of the film especially when Antonio was riding his bike around.

more later...

Apparently this is the latest pic of my Japanese FaFa Satoshi Tsumabaki for DoCoMo from celebritycm. I'm a bit skeptical kasi medyo di nya kamukha??? But if it is him, graveh mga sis...he's so matured and grown up in this pic. Wafu!!! *woof woof*

I first discovered FaFa Satoshi sa movie nyang Nada Sou Sou which made me cry and made it's theme song one of my ultimate J-Pop favourites. It was such a favourite of mine, I sang it everytime we Karaoked in Japan. *woohoo fun times* Oh of course you can watch him too in the controversial Waterboys where he is more popular with the boys.

If you haven't seen it (and you have ulitmate downloads and streaming), then feel free to watch both Waterboys 1 & 2 at chinkymovies here.

Of course testicular cancer can affect any man at any one time. Hence we are encouraged to continuously check our balls for lumps every once in a while to avoid any complications. I learnt this by reading a lot of magazines.

Lo and behold, something out of youtube has popped up to actually show us how to properly do it. Something about a bunch of rugby team players (Moseley) from Britain and a very lucky lucky man to show them how to test for testicular cancer. Wow, flesh live cocks out of youtube??? How did this pass...and thank Gawd for it. (obviously the Moseley team doesn't mind the scandal if it borders something educational) Oh and note: (as repeated quite a lot in the small film clip) Having your right balls bigger than your left is quite quite common and absolutely normal!!! So don't worry lads...

Watch here:



Oh and just in case you didn't get that...here's a few more lessons from other clips: